No more: "Where is he?"
Just,
"I AM Here!"
Standing in that power.
Being whole and complete.
Receiving from the earth and sky.
No longer asking why.
Just saying, "Thank you"
And letting it be.
That's what it feels like, to be free.
Everyday is an opportunity, to stand in that.
To let go of the "not enoughs"
Why do we go for less than what we really want? Why do we say "yes" to being in that relationship that doesn't send us to the moon and back? Why do we keep calling that person that makes us feel judged? Why do we stay in relationships that are stale? Why do we go for less than what we deserve?
... I feel like... we are scared of the burning outrageously powerful opening of desire. Our desire, when we really let it out, is a wild feral animal. It only has one focus. It can throw our whole lives into a tizzy, if we don't ground it in something rooted.
Yet at the end of the day, it's not even the power of desire that keeps us held back.
It's the notion that our desire is unattainable.
What if that fucking unreal guy/girl DOESN'T want us? What if that friend we adore gets annoyed with our affections? What if we fuck up on our intentions, and end up in the same patterns? What if we get rejected? My goodness.. WHAT IF WE FAIL?
Honour the fire. Honour the burning.
Desire is healthy.
Let it ravage you.
Let it run wild.
Grief swells within me,
And I plunge into it's depths,
Glad for the release,
Surprised by the intensity.
The long forgotten past swirls in my body,
As my tears let go of what no longer is.
A trigger to something deeper,
A moment of solace,
Self-expression at it's most raw.
I allow the feelings,
And I allow myself,
Because I know that to heal,
I need to feel,
To break free,
I need to break open,
To learn,
I need to allow,
And like a butterfly emerging from it's cocoon,
I know that this chaos leads to transformation,
Leads to a beauty so powerful,
It can fly.
The land of dreams
And this earthy plane
Are one and the same
One and the same, to me
I walk between worlds
And I see things
But when I tell of them
No one understands
They call me crazy, they call me wild
I just duck my head, and accept
That not this day, not this minute
Not right now
Not right now
But eventually, they will see too
They will know
They will open
I know I must be patient
Even as my heart breaks
I must be patient
I must
The land of dreams
And this earthy plane
Are one and the same
One and the same to me
They show me things
I wish I could tell you
But you won’t listen
One day you will
I’ll wait.
I’ll wait for you.
She wants no promises,
And nothing to be done,
She simply wants to roar,
And scream, and twist, and moan,
About the battles yet to be won,
In a day and age, so many women think they are free,
They still are slaves, to what we call, patriarchy.
Let us stop, and just be,
Trusting in the divine,
I want you to know that I get what you want,
But it won't come from pushing or shoving,
It won't come from hustling or bustling,
And it won't come from feeding,
Any more energy,
To that unsatisfied bull,
That lies rampant and crazy,
At the heart of our current system.
Ah dear ones, what you want...
The willingness to just Be,
With your feelings,
With the darkness,
All of it.
On what you really want,
And let it come to you, sweet ones.
Let it come to you, let it come.
It is coming.
In eternity,
And your striving,
Comes from a belief, from a place...
That tells you, you're not.
Let us halt in doing,
And let us trust that the Universe
Is real.
Is here.
Is waiting,
Until we finally get it.
I'll always choose truth, Even if they don't understand.
Wrap me up in angel dust,
Leave me where only the fairies can find me,
I come from a place of magic,
I come from a place of magic ~~~ And to magic, I will return.
