This morning I had such a powerful self-pleasure / healing session. Is talking about masturbation taboo? Yes. But it shouldn’t be. Because self-pleasuring, when done consciously, has been one of the most deeply healing practices of my life. It’s helped me unlock so much trauma, and understand myself so much more.
This morning, during that self-pleasure session, an awakening that has been building for a while, came into full focus.
I recognized that as a child, I was constantly suppressed creatively. Really, I just wanted to dance around, sing, and play on the earth. What I ended up doing was waking up to sit in a cold, hard desk, for 8 hours, 5 days a week, and told to shut up, and sit still, essentially. This is likely your story as well.
Over the past few days, I’ve had some AHA moments, about how this societal lifestyle deeply affected me. My inner child’s creativity has been so suppressed.
And today, in that self-pleasure session, I was able to clearly see:
INNER CHILD CREATIVITY = SUPPRESSED,
leads to
SEXUALITY = SUPPRESSED.
The question has been… after all this inner work within myself, and so much self-love, why haven’t I been able to find a sexy + GOOD f*kn man, who can meet me where I’m at, and meet me sexually in the pure + real spaces I operate in.
Oh… this.
SEXUAL SUPRESSION.
Because my inner child was shut down and told not to play - my adult self, in turn, now shuts down her sexuality and tells herself not to play.
The energy fields have been contracted, and semi-closed off. I’ve been telling the Universe, “No, I don’t want to play. I can’t. It’s not safe. I’ll get in trouble."
Templates of suppression have been running the show, rather than templates of self-expression, creativity, and expressed sexuality.
This goes so deep. The average person looking at me + my life, would laugh if I told them I’ve just realized how much my inner child is creatively repressed. They’d look at my home, how I dress, how much I create, how much I sing, and dance, no matter who’s watching and say… “You’re one of the most creative people I know, you are definitely not suppressed.”
But here’s the thing. Many of us are naturally WILDLY creative. Like off the charts. I’m one of those people.
And I’m so excited at all the codes and understandings, this is unraveling within me:
⚡ Inner child = creativity
⚡ The inner child holds the keys to sacred sexuality
⚡ Once the inner child is anchored and expressed in creativity and play, this creates the foundation for powerful sacred sexuality to be expressed as an adult
⚡ This sacred sexuality resonates with purity, primal energy, and full power
⚡ Inner child creativity + Sacred sexuality being allowed to flow free, allows the body to be healthy and energized
Yes… the issues I’ve been having with my body, I can now fully see are tied into creativity + sexuality!
And really, this makes so much sense. (Isis has been telling me this for months, but I needed a full bodied EXPERIENCE to really get this)
SO…. Here’s what I know:
🔥 Creativity + Sexuality are KEY building blocks of a powerful, happy life.
No wonder so many people are depressed and anxious.
🔥 Creativity + Sexuality are KEY building blocks for an abundant, wealthy life.
No wonder so many people struggle with money, and lack consciousness.
🔥 Creativity + Sexuality are KEY building blocks for fulfilling our soul’s missions.
No wonder so many people feel lost.
I’M SO EXCITED ABOUT THIS JOURNEY OF UNRAVELING!
Where do I go from here, you ask?
Prayer and breathwork.
Asking for the next steps from my Higher Self.
And breathwork sessions to unlock the power in my pelvic bowl.
(And lots of dance parties)
We’ll see what happens after that! WAHOO!
Do you resonate? 🔥 Let me know what’s coming up for you, in the comments below!
