Some pinspiration for your day... :)
The themes, in this, for me are:
Dark Goddess
Magic
Kali
Inner Power
Self-Love
You can click on each picture for the full image. Enjoy!
Ps. Thanks to all the artists, you are all incredible!
Love love!
Feel Like You're Not Really Human? Me Too...
Neptune went direct today. Neptune is the planet of the ethereal. For our human minds, Neptune can influence in foggy, cloudy, or confusing ways, because we need to be fairly out of touch with density in order to flow with it. Neptune is the planet of dreams, of the unconscious, of the other realms.
When a planet goes direct, it means it’s coming out of retrograde. Most of us are familiar with Mercury retrograde. Well, every planet retrogrades (meaning it appears to be going backwards in the sky, bringing up old memories, issues, or subconscious things to be addressed) - and Neptune is no exception.
When a planet comes out of retrograde, and goes direct, there is extra energy being given to the realms that that planet oversees.
As I mentioned above, Neptune is the dreamy planet, and it’s got extra energy around it now.
When planetary changes happen, I love to pay attention. I pay attention to my dreams, to what’s going on that day, to the moods of others, to global events. You can learn a lot this way. For instance, the Paris + Beirut + Kenya attacks all transpired during the week of the New Moon in Scorpio. Scorpio is about power, raw, primal energy, that can have a sting. When directed with consciousness, Scorpio is pure, feminine, sensual, deliciously dark magic. When directed with fear, Scorpio can create a lot of trauma. We saw that last week.
But for today, I want you to focus on Neptune. I want you to focus on your dreams. And I want to get you to understand just how affected by planetary cycles we are, if you truly pay attention.
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This morning, I was dreaming. I was in some sort of ship, but this ship was not on top of the ocean, but in it. At least 30-40m below the sea level, me and my boat mates looked up to see turquoise deliciousness. Sunlight penetrated the water from above, and I was mesmerized.
A feeling of joy came from my belly, and an old friend sat next to me, not looking up at the water, but into my eyes. “Your eyes!” he exclaimed, “So beautiful!” I didn’t know what he meant of course, as I couldn’t see my eyes. I imagined they must have been full of turquoise shimmer, as what I was witnessing above was pure bliss.
Pictured: Hannah Mermaid
Eventually I had to look away and move around the ship. “I need more oxygen!” I told the crew. I could feel the oxygen levels dropping and felt we were somehow in danger. In my quest for oxygen, I ended up above the ocean level, and to my dismay, never returned to the oceanic depths that captivated my soul.
Waking up, I felt sad. My belly, which had been feeling the throws of ecstasy, was now feeling deflated.
Waking up in the human world. Same house. Same books. Same legs. I would not be mermaiding today. I would not be surrounded by turquoise water today. The greyness of the day, and the rustling of tree branches reminded me of that.
“I don’t feel like being human today.” I grumbled aloud to myself, and rolled over, covering myself with a fuzzy brown blanket.
Eventually I pulled myself out of bed. I put on a fluffy turquoise skirt, and sat down to write thisblog post. Because I know why I had that dream. I know what Neptune is reminding me of.
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Do you ever feel out of place being human?
I’ve had that feeling, on and off, for my whole life. And only since I “woke up” would I be able to tell you why. I’m a new human. As are many of you. In fact, I’m not really human, in terms of my soul DNA. I come from the sea. I’ve lived many lives as whales. I’ve been a mermaid. The sea is my home. I came through it via portals in the deep ocean. I believe I came from Sirius, the blue star. I believe the entire ocean came from Sirius. And since all life sprang from the ocean, I believe we are all deeply connected to this blue star, to this blue energy.
I didn’t remember any of this before waking up. And yes if I read this about 7 years ago, I would have in fact deemed the writer (in this case, me) - crazy.
But here I am. Unapologetic about what I know now. Truth, my friends, is truly stranger than fiction.
I’ve had many dreams where I swim among the whales, where I am a whale, where I am a mermaid. The whales communicate with me, and tell me things.
Pictured: Hannah Mermaid shot by Bob Armstrong
I believe our souls have many incarnations, but that we have a “home base” sort of energy. We incarnate many times as a whale, for example, and in this way, our soul’s “DNA” rings with this energy. We have whale energy. We incarnate as a human, but since we’ve lived many many many lives as a whale, or near the whales, and so few as human, we still resonate deeply with what our “home base” is. We long for our home base our whole human lives, but many don’t realize what this longing is for. We cover it up with drugs, or relationships, or shopping, or food addictions.
It’s really important to get to the root of this longing. What we long for. Where we are from. Because that longing leads us to our purpose. Before we go back, we have a mission to accomplish.
My purpose is to help the animals and beings of the ocean to thrive once again. The ocean is so polluted at present times. It is now dangerous for whales, dolphins, and other beings to swim around. Boat sonar, whaling ships, commercial fishing nets that kill everything they catch, ocean bottom trawlers that look for shrimp but completely wipe out the ocean’s floor (much like deforestation on our level) - it needs help.
I remember coming here to help. I knew I could do more on land, with a human voice, than I could where I was.
Humans don’t tend to communicate with other beings, these days. They used to. Those days have passed. There are very few who recognize that the sentient beings of the ocean have the potential not just to receive your messages, but to respond in kind.
And so, this morning I dreamed. Neptune brought me to places that humans have a hard time understanding, or coping with. But Neptune reminded me of why I am here. It opened up my longing in a deeper way. It reminded me that I have great work to do, while I’m here. My happiness in this life is directly correlated to how I am helping the ocean and the creatures of the sea.
Currently, I am working on the levels of human consciousness. I realized years ago that the best way to help Gaia was to go the root of her ailment - human consciousness. Awakened beings don’t destroy the planet they live on. Unconscious ones do, apparently.
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I write this to you, my dear friends, in hopes to awaken you, to your own soul’s DNA. Your blueprint. Why you are here.
Lightworkers are the ones who read my ‘work’. And so, you, like me, are here with a strong purpose. Your happiness, like mine, depends on you honouring your reason for coming here.
And with Neptune going direct, your dreams, your thoughts, and your daydreams, will have potent clues to unravel your soul’s DNA.
I pray you remember why you came. And if you have, I give you all the energy and love you need on your mission. For at our core, yours and mine are one and the same. We are here to spread the love, be the change, and spark a revolution.
In love and light,
xo Beth
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A New Moon in Scorpio Meditation
It's the New Moon in Scorpio today, and I wanted to give you a meditation that will help you to connect more with this time.
I know many of us look online and are aware that it's the New Moon, and maybe we've read a little bit about it, on places like Mystic Mamma.
Reading is great, but the best way to really benefit from these potent lunar events, is to slow down and connect with them ourselves. Direct connection through meditation is what it's about. That's how we're going to be able to receive the guidance and energy that's coming through at this time. By being in our receptive energy.
Press play for the 10 minute New Moon in Scorpio Guided Meditation:
Much love and many blessings sisters!
xo Beth
Do You Embody Your Feminine? ~ Deepening Into Our Yin
Hi loves!
I have a new video for you that is so deeply connected to my heart, & what I talk about in it could REALLY change your life if you're ready for it.
Embodying the feminine is a journey many of us are on ~ but do we really know what it means? And how do we do it?
When we honour our feminine, our yin, we:
- Receive much more easily (this includes but is not limited to: love, help, money, miracles)
- Feel more at peace
- Feel aligned with our truths
- And for many of us; feel activated in our purpose of bringing the Goddess back to the forefront
Watch the video below to learn more + hear some personal musings from me as well:
Much love sisters!
Xo Beth
The She Has Returned
Feeling the fire in my belly,
As She visits me,
She wants no promises,
And nothing to be done,
She simply wants to roar,
And scream, and twist, and moan,
About the battles yet to be won,
In a day and age, so many women think they are free,
They still are slaves, to what we call, patriarchy.
No more doing doing doing, all the fucking time,
Let us stop, and just be,
Trusting in the divine,
I want you to know that I get what you want,
But it won't come from pushing or shoving,
It won't come from hustling or bustling,
And it won't come from feeding,
Any more energy,
To that unsatisfied bull,
That lies rampant and crazy,
At the heart of our current system.
What you want...
Ah dear ones, what you want...
It will come from the unknown of the night,
The willingness to just Be,
With your feelings,
With the darkness,
All of it.
It will come when you get clear,
On what you really want,
And let it come to you, sweet ones.
Let it come to you, let it come.
It is coming.
For you are a gem,
In eternity,
And your striving,
Comes from a belief, from a place...
That tells you, you're not.
So let us stop striving,
Let us halt in doing,
And let us trust that the Universe
Is real.
Is here.
Is waiting,
Until we finally get it.
The She has returned.
Will you let her in?
The First Step in Starting Your Healing Business!
When we think of becoming the healers + teachers we want to be ~ it can seem a little overwhelming. Where does one start? How does one have a 'career' as a healer?
We start organically, 1 step at a time. In this video I share with you the FIRST STEP I would highly recommend for you to take, in order to start that healing business, and get your messages out there!
Find out what this step is, and why it is so important by watching the video:
Much love chicas!
May you be well,
xo Beth
2 AHA Moments From My Week
The time since the lunar eclipse + blood moon for me (ie. the last 1.5 weeks) has been really eye opening for me.
I’m always learning, and I’m always growing, but I feel the last little bit has been full of more intense realizations, that I’d love to share with you.
From experiencing some rockiness in some of my relationships, to getting a fever that’s had me resting + sweating in bed for a few days - there have been moments that have challenged me.
But it’s been these moments that have forced me to slow down and ask the question: “What’s really going on here?” and as always - “How have I created this? What do I want to see + expereince instead?”
I truly believe that we are the co-creators of our reality, and what shows up in our lives, is simply a reflection of what’s going on internally.
Here are 2 aha moments I’ve had in the last week, that have really helped to open up some new pathways for me. I hope they will serve you too.
1) Hearing Wayne Dyer say “There are no justified resentments”
As I lay in bed and listening to yet another of Wayne’s PBS lectures (I’ve been loving them lately) - I had a big moment. As Wayne told the audience, including myself, that there were no justified resentments, I thought of all the people I was still holding anger or judgement towards. Even though I’ve been on a spiritual path for a number of years, and love has been my main goal, I still hold resentments - of course, I am human! But some of them, to me, were justified. “Well I’m bitter towards this person because she’s made it clear she doesn’t accept me or my choices.” - “I’m angry towards this person because I feel I’ve suffered energetic abuse from them.”
Well I have some news for myself - Get Over It. How do you think you are going to be the best lightworker you can be, if you’re still carrying judgment for your fellow brothers and sisters - who are really just trying to do their best?
My heart goes out to all of you who have suffered much worse abuse than I - whether that be physical, sexual, etc - what an intense idea. To forgive and to release resentment towards your abuser. But that is exactly what we are called to do.
As Wayne says - no body ever died from a snake bite. (What? You may be thinking, read on…) People die from the venom that seeps into their bloodstream AFTER the snake has bitten.
Ya dig? ;)
2) Hearing and Feeling Nisha Moodley talk about being with pain
Many of you, like me, are intrinsically drawn to being healers. We want to help, we want to hold, we want to love, we want to nurture, we want to listen, we want to heal.
This morning, I couldn’t sleep. It was about 5:30am and I had already gone through way too many Ellen videos. I synchronistically was guided to an interview between Nisha Moodley and Elayne Kalila Doughty - two incredible women that are walking the path of the priestess, the path of the Soul.
Nisha spoke of being with her pain. “How can I hold the space for others in their pain, if I can’t be with my own?” Fair point. And then she said something that really got to me. I’m paraphrasing, but still using quote marks. I hope that’s all good :D “If I can’t be with my own pain, then someone who is experiencing deep pain is going to be uncomfortable around me.”
Boom. How’s that for a truth bomb?
As lightworkers, we can have the tendency to sugar-coat things, because we wan’t it to be all good. But what if we learned that even in the dark places - it’s all good?
And so, this morning, in the dark hours, I lay with my pain.
My root chakra was really hurting and I felt so out of sorts, but I breathed into it, and surrendered to it… eventually falling into a sleep where I encountered both Nisha and Elayne in the dream land. Magical stuff this path is.
I’m not going to pretend that from this point on I’ll ALWAYS choose to be with my pain. Distractions are easy and everywhere. That youtube video. That joint. That thought pattern. Those conversations that don’t really have a point. Oh yeah. I go there. To all of those places.
But it’s about progress, not perfection. I know that if I can choose to BE WITH my pain a little more frequently, a little more regularly, with a little more surrender, I’ll make great strides.
Because at this point on my path, I’ve realized that when we can BE WITH something like pain, it dissolves and reveals the greater wisdom beneath. By being with it, and breathing into it, step by step, we are releasing the chains, and opening up to freedom - the freedom of not being scared of our darkness.
Aiight my dears, I’ll leave you with that.
May you have the best day ever, and please feel free to share YOUR a-ha moments from the week!
I’d love to hear them.
xo Beth
How I Deal With My Voices of Self-Doubt
Today I wanted to address something that comes up for all of us - how do we deal with voices of self-doubt?
So much of the time, I'll talk to a client who tells me she cannot move forwards with her projects because she has "stuff" to deal with first. This "stuff" is usually just fearful voices that edge out that voice of knowingness. The knowingness that says - "This IS good enough!"
So the projects wait until the fearful voices subside. But here's the thing - the fearful voices don't ever fully leave us - we have to learn how to deal with them, find the juiciness in them, and to move forwards anyway. In this video, I share 3 ways I deal with my own voices of self-doubt:
Lots of love to you!