He broke up with me over skype. Then the Goddess found me...

About 4 years ago now, I was in Hawaii, on the island of Kauai to be specific. Lush paraside surrounded me, I was interning at a beautiful farm owned by a world-famous raw nutritionist. High vibing people were around me, and I had access to some of the best nutrition in the world.

… And...

…I was crying every day, and in waves... was deeply confused in my soul.

My boyfriend of almost 3 years had just broken up with me. Over skype. While I was traveling in Hawaii alone.

Everywhere I went, and everyone who I talked to encouraged me to let it go, and get on the high vibe train. “Set goals, visualize what you want!”

The (lovely and well-meaning) crew at this farm encouraged me to do a liver & gall bladder flush. I was truly interested in feeling better and getting healthier, especially in the midst of this breakup, so I tried it out.

1 day into the cleanse, which required me to be on a juice cleanse for a few days to prepare for what was next… I found myself in the kitchen, making a piece of toast.

“Fuck it!” I said. “This doesn’t feel right. I need nourishment. I am in a foreign place, alone, and my partner just left me. I need some emotional comfort.”

In some ways I felt like I’d failed. And on other ways, I knew I was onto something.

A few days later, I was in the library at this farm, and among tons of books focused on cleanses, clean eating, and purity… I found one book that seemed different than the rest. It was called “Healing Wise” by Susun Weed. In the moments when I opened that book, and started reading this wild woman’s wisdom, my life changed.

Susun explained many things to me, which I won’t quite getfully into in this blog, because that might take a while… but the gist of it was this: Clearing and cleansing has it’s place. But it is the masculine way. It offers only a part of the whole.

The feminine way, the wild woman way, is nurturance. Support.

The wild woman honours the chaos, loves the richness of soil, and getting dirty. Wild primal sexuality, and honouring the dirty depths of living is the wild woman’s domain. Break the rules. Eat the bread. Make tea with the weeds. Be in your blackness.

Your pain is your medicine, it is meant to be cycled back into gold, just as an animal's poo is circulated back into a tree and produces new life. The Goddess supports you in all ways.

It was like a sigh of relief. And honestly, I really wish I could convey the wisdom that came to me that day, because I feel like that paragraph doesn’t quite cut it, but those are the words I have right now.

From that moment on, the Divine Feminine, the Goddess, the Mother… entered my life. Or perhaps, a better way to put it would be - I embraced her.

I dove into my connection with the Moon, I started exploring my sexuality & my moontime (menstrual cycle) much more deeply, and I started making plans to move to the place I’d always wanted to live… but my boyfriend never did… Vancouver Island.

Since then, I have deepened into the Goddess’s medicine profoundly.

 

I have remembered I am Priestess, and have served the Goddess in many lifetimes.

I have realized I have come to dismantle patriarchy, and remind the world of the beauty and sacredness of the dark.

I have remembered I am the daughter of Isis, a Goddess revered in Ancient Egypt and beyond. I have remembered past lives in Egypt, and Greece. My world started to make a lot more sense. I got a lot clearer on my purpose, and what I was and am meant to be doing in the world.  

• I started hosting Women’s Circles every New Moon for my community.
• I began singing and sharing my voice much more freely, because I honoured and acknowledged it as my medicine.
• I threw the “good girl” chains off, and awakened my powerful sexuality.
• I made friends with many other Priestess sisters, and we get together on holy days to do ceremony.
• I continued to grow a “business” that deeply serves the collective, nourishes my soul, and takes care of me financially, because the Goddess has shown me... that is my birthright… that is my truth… to be deeply supported, and to be deeply expressed. I'm on the growth edge of this, everyday.

 Also...

• I have pissed people off along the way.
• I have cried deep tears at the state of the world.
• I have agonized with grief for my brothers and sisters in the animal + plant worlds.
• I have witnessed sisters while they deeply cried, and began releasing lifetimes of turmoil.
• I have felt deep rage at Patriarchy.
• I have gotten real.
• I have shown up.

I have gotten fierce.

I am on a mission.

And no one will stop me.

No one will stop US sisters, because we are the Goddess and Her time is NOW!
We are her hands and ears. We have come here to do extremely good work.
And the world is ready.
It needs it.
It is crying out to be loved.

I want you to know the Goddess path is not the path of Patriarchy, shiny things, and false promises.

It is not a path I will say to you “Oh girl, come with me and all your dreams will come true! You will make 10k a month, you will get that super hot guy/girl in 1 month, and have the perfect relationship, you will be happy all the time, you won’t feel pain anymore because you have cleared it all out!”

Sorry to be a bit aggressive

but… Fuck that shit.
 
The Goddess path is real.

Human AND Divine Embracing. If you know what I mean.

The Goddess path honours ALL the rays and frequencies of life & death… Not just the clean, white, shiny, acceptable ones. YES, as powerful women seaSTAR, we can and WILL create abundance, have amazing relationships, feel beautiful, and so much more!

But we will also cry, get angry, and get real about the very real tragedies that are happening in our world right now.

And we will have the clarity about what to do about it. We will feel empowered as we gaze into the mess, because we know we are here to help.

And we will have our sisters, and the Goddess to support us.

If you are called to deepen into the Goddess.
If in reading these words, something is triggered, and your soul is inviting you to go deeper.

I have a special invitation, love...

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I invite you, dear sister, to join me for a Moon Goddess Initiation - a deep dive into your Divine Feminine energy, so you can unblock yourself, express your deepest gifts, and come alive to the Goddess within.

Imagine what it would feel like, to be fully expressed in this world?
 
...To honour your gifts, and share them wildly and freely?
...To claim your sexuality, and allow yourself to take up space in this world?
...To be clear about your path, and know where you are meant to go.

 

In Moon Goddess Initiation, we will be unlocking that for you, with the help of the Goddess.

Sister, this sacred journey includes:

• 6 months of private coaching
• Meditations, myths & history about 6 Goddesses - we will be working with one a month. (Brigit, Hathor, Aphrodite, Kali, Isis, and Aine) - Learn more about them here.
• 2 Goddess Boxes of Earth-friendly beauty + adornment products I’ve made myself (Which include: Mermaid Moon Anointing Oil, Sacral Chakra Perfume, Golden Cosmos Lip Gloss, a Moon Necklace, Greek Goddess Eye Shadow + Cheek Highlighter, a Moon Sticker and a Cedar Smudge Stick)
• A 30 minute follow up session
• A feature on my website after the journey has ended
• And 2 bonus gifts, one being a discount on the price of the journey, and the other being a 7 part series through the chakras called “Becoming the Healer You’re Meant to Be”

 

All the details of the journey can be found here.

I would love to have you in the journey, if you feel called.
These are sacred times, indeed.
We are called to awaken deeply.

xo

This is an opportunity to experience a spiritual transformation that will shape your life, FOREVA!

You will be saying yes to awakening the Priestess within, remembering past lives that will inform your mission in this current one, unblocking issues with abundance, confidence and sexuality, and SO much more.

The result will be that you are deeply connect to, and living your purpose. Expressing your soul’s gifts, and making the DEEP impact on this planet that you long to.

Please go here to learn more about the journey sister! So much is awaiting you!

Lots of love!

xo Beth

Are you unclear about what you want to offer the world? Read this!

Do you feel unclear about what you want to offer the world? Like you don’t know exactly where your gifts lie… so you’re going to wait for them to show, or invest in more training, before creating offers to give to the world?

Here’s the thing… when I started my business, then called Waves of Fire… I wasn’t offering angel readings, or spiritual business coaching.

I had really no idea that my work would evolve into that. I simply knew I was called to be of service.

And one day - I had an idea to offer crystal necklaces to spiritually-minded women, as a starting point.

Now, it’s not like I was insanely passionate about creating jewelry, and knew it was my calling - in fact, I’d never made a crystal necklace in my life. But I loved crystals, and I knew that it was a product that would be aligned with what I really wanted to be doing - spiritual teaching.

So I started creating the necklaces, and created a website - in which I shared many blog posts and videos - aimed at waking other young women up, and guiding them to listen to their inner voice + learn more about the spiritual path, in fun, and relatable ways.

After many months of offering these necklaces, and having conversations with many female clients - I realized I was starting to get messages from the angelic realms, that I was asked to pass on. Within a few months of offering channeled guidance - on a casual + free basis for my crystal clients - I realized that I could start offering stand-along channeling sessions.

Once I started offering angel readings, something fell into place.

I had this feeling, after the readings, that I’d never had before - like I was meant to be doing this work. Like I was really and truly helping people. It was like a click.

I’d never really had that feeling with crystal necklaces, even though I loved them. So I said goodbye to offering them, and walked into the role of a full-time coach - something that would have surprised me a year earlier.

Since then, I’ve been coaching, teaching, and now - helping other women create their own spiritually-based businesses.

I’m sharing this with you, because I realize that you may still feel unclear about what you have to offer.

You feel called to go deeper with your spiritual work - you feel like you could really help people with your personal stories, or maybe through healing potions, giving bodywork, or teaching yoga - but how it all comes together still may feel fuzzy.

Where do your gifts truly lie? What should you be offering as a product or service? What if you’re no good at it? What if you’re OK at it but someone else is better?

Well sister - I encourage you to chill out, and just start somewhere - because the way will unfold as you start walking.

No I was not über passionate about creating jewelry. No I did not feel like it was my ultimate calling in life. BUT I was curious. And I followed my curiosity, as Elizabeth Gilbert says. And when I did so, it eventually DID lead me to the click. (And by the way, there were many more ‘clicks’ to follow - it’s not just one thing in specific we’re meant to be doing - but more on that later). The point is - I started. I didn’t have the perfect roadmap, I didn’t know how it would all work. But I started. And that made all the difference.

If I waited around for my life purpose to fall into my lap, rather than just going out and doing what I could, with what I had - I wouldn't be sitting here writing this to you. Haha - I would probably still be waiting.

But that’s not my style - and, correct me if I’m wrong - but, I don’t think that’s your style either.

You’re a fire starter, a change maker - someone who came to this earth to give massive healing + love, any way you could.

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Messengers From The Faerie Realm... Are You One Of Them?

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Sleeping this morning, I found myself in a wash of realms, scene after scene leading me to an opening, where 2 beings sat down before me.

There were supposed to be police officers, but as I looked more closely, I could see the features of the man. He was sitting on the left. Grey hair, pointy ears, and distinctly elemental features... I placed 3 crystals in his hand, and one started to heat up and change colours. "You are from the dragon faerie realm", I told him, channeling what I knew to be true.

Upon waking, I felt more connected to the realm in which I know I am from.

The following is for my sisters and brothers who have come from the lands and the times and the spaces which are not human. This blog post may be quite hard to follow if you are not a) from these realms or b) awoken to the fact that there are an infinite amount of different dimensions and realities other than the one we live in as humans.

If you are ready to move on with me, dive deeper, and uncover some more of who you are... then keep reading.

. . .

I don't really know when I figured out that I'm not really human, at my core.

By that I mean, that my soul is not used to be human. That maybe I've done this human thing a few times, maybe a dozen, but NOTHING in comparison to how long my soul has spent just as my light body, in the realms of the elementals - that is, the faeries, the tree spirits, animals, the ocean spirits, mermaids, elves, etc - and as a being who lives on or around other planets, in other dimensions.

I can tell you right now that I came to this planet to help. I did not come to undo my own karma or to save myself in any way. I am outside of the matrix. And you are too, I'm sure, if you are reading this. The matrix is a web of pain, lies, and fear that exists around our planet. Some may call it the pain body of our planet. If you are caught in the matrix, then you are not able to see clearly, and need a potent amount of restoration to reconnect you to the truth of this unlimited Universe. But your soul is not damned. Nobody's soul is damned. That's pure bullshit fed to you by religions who have been overtaken by energies that do not serve Source.

Yep, things are getting quite spiritual and far out... I warned you at least haha. Welcome to how I think. Some of you are probably like YEP ME TOO... HOW I THINK, THANK GODDESS.

Ok.. moving on. I know I was an orca, myself. Ive spent time as a whale, many whales actually. The whales are my family here on planet earth, many of them have incarnated as humans to help this planet as well. And when I find incarnated whales.. BOOM. Let me tell you... Soul family. Immediately. It's just that most incarnated elementals still havent quite woken up to who they are. But still.. they are soul family.

. . .

The thing is when you are an animal or when you are from the faerie realm... people have stopped listening. Where once, talk fae folk was common, as was listening to them, and honouring them... now, if you say these things in mainstream society, you may find people want to send you to the crazy ward.

So that's unfortunate, because the faeries are very real. The realm of the elementals is very real. Elementals are not just from Planet Earth, there are many different kinks all over the galaxy and beyond. Elementals is a broad word for the fae folk, for the nature spirits. Nature as we refer to it, exists all over the Universe, not just on Planet Earth.

So back to humans not listening.

Many of us incarnated as humans, because we felt, or we knew, it was the only or best way to create change. The environment is being destroyed in many parts of the world. Animals are going endangered at record speed. Disrespect for the Earth Mother and her creatures is rampant. Humans are suffering from the delusion that they are on top, and nothing, and no one else matters.

We came here to speak up.

To lend a voice and our healing, when we knew that our previous posts on the other side of things... were no longer working like we wanted.

Only the bravest boldest, or most focused of us have incarnated as humans. It is too intense, too violent of place for most of us. And we've received lots of training to be here.

The things is, even with all of this, the training, and the intention... we suffer from terrible amnesia once we are here. The density of this dimension is so strong, that we are no longer able to access the information that was once readily available. Actually, we can access it, but only with deep journeying, and a constant commitment to awakening.

We suffer from the delusion that we are human, and there is little to no real magic in this world, once we show up. Only a few among us will remember from the get go, who we truly are. This is starting to change, as the waves of lightworkers come in, and children are more readily being raised in natural environments. We dont need parents to tell children who they are. We need children to tell parents who they are, and be raised by the natural world, for the most part.

Being an elemental, incarnated as a human, is tricky.

We are naturally very sensitive, and very passionate. We feel anger and rage, but we don't know where it comes from, unless we've tuned in to the deeper parts of ourselves, and realize that our family is being slaughtered, and we have witnessed it. Not only that, but we've ingested their pain, as we have all eaten factory-farmed meat and tortured dairy products at some point. The pain lives inside of us, until we do something about it.

That is why we are here. To do something about it.

If you are an incarnated elemental, you will not find true peace, unless you are helping the environment. That is your life's purpose. It can be done in many ways. MANY ways. But you must help. It is your soul's mission.

. . .

How do you know if you are an elemental?

1. You love nature. As you awaken, you love it more intensely.

2. You feel deep pain around the destruction of the environment. In fact, your deepest rage has probably stemmed from seeing footage of animal torture, or environmental crisis. (Not always, but probably)

3. You have a natural affinity for song, dance, music, and creativity.

4. You may have wanted to be a vegetarian when you were a child, or at least, were obsessed with animals.

5. You feel a deep desire to help the world, and Mother Earth.

. . .

Why did it take me so long to write this blog post?

I have been wanting to write about incarnated elementals for quite some time. And I have LOTS more to say.

Probably because I feared it would be too far out, and I would lose some people. I'm a bit raw from being called crazy by people I truly care about.

But now Im getting to be more OK with that.

The elementals need us to speak up, both those who are incarnated, and those who are in the realms of fae. Everything is connected, and as Mama Earth suffers, so do the fae.

There is so much more to come about elementals, the fae folk, other dimensions, and how to connect with it all.

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FOR THE FAERIES. AND THE WHALES.

May we awaken.

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Soul Connections + The Ones We Love

Im feeling pretty raw right now, and I'm going back on forth on whether I just need to meditate and go for a walk, or write, but deep down I know writing is going to be cathartic, and this post... at the very least it will serve me, but likely it will serve many of you who read it + who relate to the depth of feeling coming up for me right now. 

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This morning I had a dream.

After e-mailing one of my dear soul brothers (whom I haven't spoken to in months) --- he showed up in my dreamtime, along with his little family. 

We were at some sort of convention or gathering that hundreds of people were attending, and I found Dave with his baby daughter I have yet to meet, and his beautiful partner. I knew I loved this child deeply from the moment she entered this world, and as I was not lucid in this dream, I truly believed I was wrapping my arms around her for the first time. As I held this little baby, deep tears, from a very deep place, welled up within me and poured out. 

It was so good to see my beautiful soul friend and his baby, and as I explored the convention, I found more of my soul friends, all from my community in Calgary. I left a few years ago after a breakup + so I could be with the ocean, and live more deeply in nature. 

As I saw them one by one, I felt happy, excited, and at peace. I felt deep emotions. And as dinner was being served at this convention, I went to sit down and get my plate... but I couldn't find my seat. All the seats were taken, and then, as I looked for all the beings whom I loved... I realized... I couldn't find any of them. They had disappeared. I knew they weren't there anymore. 

Deep grief welled up within me, and my tears bridged the gap between the dream world and this reality.

I woke up crying, and opened my eyes to my bright yellow room, and a cloudy day. I was back.

I knew of course, why I had this dream. (Well I think I do anyway...) 

To let go of some of the grief of not being present in my soul family's day-to-day lives. To let go of grief. To open that much further. And to become reminded of just how important it is to reach out. 

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For anyone who has let themselves experience the depth of a true soul connection, you know the kind of depth that I'm talking about. 

We go through this life meeting friends, acquaintances, co-workers, and yet... there are a handful of people who transport us to another place, another state of being, just by being around them.

We know we know them from... somewhere... we're just not sure where. 

The truth of my experiences with these soul connections so far is... some of them honour and embrace you. And you grow deep friendships rooted in a lifetime of love for each other. 

And some of them leave before you even get started, because they can't handle the intensity.

Because they can't handle that you are a girl, and they are a guy, and they have a girlfriend, and they're not sure what it means to have a connection so deep with another.  As I searched for more examples... I realized that this is the only time I've had true + deep soul friends not show up for the friendship... When they are in a male body + they've been so conditioned by culture + society to believe that it is wrong to have emotions for any other female that is not their romantic partner. 

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I am so thankful for my soul friends. The really intense ones... there's only a handful that I've met so far, but them just being on this earth with me makes me feel more at ease. 

They help me to know that I'm not crazy for believing and feeling into other worlds. That the kind of other-world experiences I feel subconsciously truly do exist, because here they are, in front of me, their eyes + hearts opening deep portals to spaces and times I can't see, but I feel. They connect me to the Universe in a bigger way. 

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So this morning, I wrote that soul friend an e-mail explaining my dream and how much I loved him. 

I messaged a new soul friend that has come into my life and made it clear I want to connect with him.

I'm about to finish a painting I'm creating for another soul friend that has recently entered my life,  just to give him some of the magic, I see him giving everyone else. 

Basically... I'm reaching out. That is so important. 

My loves, if you have soul friends right now in your life, and you're in any way scared to let them know how you feel... reach out.

Go past your comfort zone and get straight. Be real. In all likelihood, they feel it too, and maybe just don't know how to express it. Those soul connections will make up the fabric of your life. They will be the people you raise your babies with, or the people you see once a year, but whom are with you in your heart everyday. They will be your supporters, your lovers, and the ones who you can think of when someone is not being very nice to you. You'll be reminded that you are truly loved, wherever you are. 

Please don't be afraid to jump in, and connect. 

In my experience, some of them need time, they get scared, they shut down. But even those ones, they still circle my field. They're still present in some way, because they feel it too. And I feel it is truly a matter of time with those ones, that the walls get broken down, and they too, will enter that space of my truly cherished ones. 

We are all equal. We can love anybody and everybody.
But we also have very specific connections for reasons still unknown to us. 

So let this be a HOLLA to our soul families, our micro ones, our macro ones, the human family, and may we all one day, open up to the power of connection, emotion, and energy, that runs through us as souls. 

Lots of love,

xo Beth

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Feel Like You're Not Really Human? Me Too...

Neptune went direct today. Neptune is the planet of the ethereal. For our human minds, Neptune can influence in foggy, cloudy, or confusing ways, because we need to be fairly out of touch with density in order to flow with it. Neptune is the planet of dreams, of the unconscious, of the other realms. 

When a planet goes direct, it means it’s coming out of retrograde. Most of us are familiar with Mercury retrograde. Well, every planet retrogrades (meaning it appears to be going backwards in the sky, bringing up old memories, issues, or subconscious things to be addressed) - and Neptune is no exception. 

When a planet comes out of retrograde, and goes direct, there is extra energy being given to the realms that that planet oversees. 

As I mentioned above, Neptune is the dreamy planet, and it’s got extra energy around it now. 

When planetary changes happen, I love to pay attention. I pay attention to my dreams, to what’s going on that day, to the moods of others, to global events. You can learn a lot this way. For instance, the Paris + Beirut + Kenya attacks all transpired during the week of the New Moon in Scorpio. Scorpio is about power, raw, primal energy, that can have a sting. When directed with consciousness, Scorpio is pure, feminine, sensual, deliciously dark magic. When directed with fear, Scorpio can create a lot of trauma. We saw that last week. 

But for today, I want you to focus on Neptune. I want you to focus on your dreams. And I want to get you to understand just how affected by planetary cycles we are, if you truly pay attention. 

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This morning, I was dreaming. I was in some sort of ship, but this ship was not on top of the ocean, but in it. At least 30-40m below the sea level, me and my boat mates looked up to see turquoise deliciousness. Sunlight penetrated the water from above, and I was mesmerized.

A feeling of joy came from my belly, and an old friend sat next to me, not looking up at the water, but into my eyes. “Your eyes!” he exclaimed, “So beautiful!” I didn’t know what he meant of course, as I couldn’t see my eyes. I imagined they must have been full of turquoise shimmer, as what I was witnessing above was pure bliss. 

Pictured: Hannah Mermaid

Eventually I had to look away and move around the ship. “I need more oxygen!” I told the crew. I could feel the oxygen levels dropping and felt we were somehow in danger. In my quest for oxygen, I ended up above the ocean level, and to my dismay, never returned to the oceanic depths that captivated my soul.

Waking up, I felt sad. My belly, which had been feeling the throws of ecstasy, was now feeling deflated.

Waking up in the human world. Same house. Same books. Same legs. I would not be mermaiding today. I would not be surrounded by turquoise water today. The greyness of the day, and the rustling of tree branches reminded me of that. 

“I don’t feel like being human today.” I grumbled aloud to myself, and rolled over, covering myself with a fuzzy brown blanket. 

Eventually I pulled myself out of bed. I put on a fluffy turquoise skirt, and sat down to write thisblog post. Because I know why I had that dream. I know what Neptune is reminding me of. 

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Do you ever feel out of place being human?

I’ve had that feeling, on and off, for my whole life. And only since I “woke up” would I be able to tell you why. I’m a new human. As are many of you. In fact, I’m not really human, in terms of my soul DNA. I come from the sea. I’ve lived many lives as whales. I’ve been a mermaid. The sea is my home. I came through it via portals in the deep ocean. I believe I came from Sirius, the blue star. I believe the entire ocean came from Sirius. And since all life sprang from the ocean, I believe we are all deeply connected to this blue star, to this blue energy. 

I didn’t remember any of this before waking up. And yes if I read this about 7 years ago, I would have in fact deemed the writer (in this case, me) - crazy. 

But here I am. Unapologetic about what I know now. Truth, my friends, is truly stranger than fiction. 

I’ve had many dreams where I swim among the whales, where I am a whale, where I am a mermaid. The whales communicate with me, and tell me things.

Pictured: Hannah Mermaid shot by Bob Armstrong

I believe our souls have many incarnations, but that we have a “home base” sort of energy. We incarnate many times as a whale, for example, and in this way, our soul’s “DNA” rings with this energy. We have whale energy. We incarnate as a human, but since we’ve lived many many many lives as a whale, or near the whales, and so few as human, we still resonate deeply with what our “home base” is. We long for our home base our whole human lives, but many don’t realize what this longing is for. We cover it up with drugs, or relationships, or shopping, or food addictions. 

It’s really important to get to the root of this longing. What we long for. Where we are from. Because that longing leads us to our purpose. Before we go back, we have a mission to accomplish.

My purpose is to help the animals and beings of the ocean to thrive once again. The ocean is so polluted at present times. It is now dangerous for whales, dolphins, and other beings to swim around. Boat sonar, whaling ships, commercial fishing nets that kill everything they catch, ocean bottom trawlers that look for shrimp but completely wipe out the ocean’s floor (much like deforestation on our level) - it needs help. 

I remember coming here to help. I knew I could do more on land, with a human voice, than I could where I was.

Humans don’t tend to communicate with other beings, these days. They used to. Those days have passed. There are very few who recognize that the sentient beings of the ocean have the potential not just to receive your messages, but to respond in kind. 

And so, this morning I dreamed. Neptune brought me to places that humans have a hard time understanding, or coping with. But Neptune reminded me of why I am here. It opened up my longing in a deeper way. It reminded me that I have great work to do, while I’m here. My happiness in this life is directly correlated to how I am helping the ocean and the creatures of the sea. 

Currently, I am working on the levels of human consciousness. I realized years ago that the best way to help Gaia was to go the root of her ailment - human consciousness. Awakened beings don’t destroy the planet they live on. Unconscious ones do, apparently. 

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I write this to you, my dear friends, in hopes to awaken you, to your own soul’s DNA. Your blueprint. Why you are here. 

Lightworkers are the ones who read my ‘work’. And so, you, like me, are here with a strong purpose. Your happiness, like mine, depends on you honouring your reason for coming here. 

And with Neptune going direct, your dreams, your thoughts, and your daydreams, will have potent clues to unravel your soul’s DNA.

I pray you remember why you came. And if you have, I give you all the energy and love you need on your mission. For at our core, yours and mine are one and the same. We are here to spread the love, be the change, and spark a revolution. 

In love and light,

xo Beth

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2 AHA Moments From My Week

The time since the lunar eclipse + blood moon for me (ie. the last 1.5 weeks) has been really eye opening for me.

I’m always learning, and I’m always growing, but I feel the last little bit has been full of more intense realizations, that I’d love to share with you. 

From experiencing some rockiness in some of my relationships, to getting a fever that’s had me resting + sweating in bed for a few days - there have been moments that have challenged me. 

But it’s been these moments that have forced me to slow down and ask the question: “What’s really going on here?” and as always - “How have I created this? What do I want to see + expereince instead?”

I truly believe that we are the co-creators of our reality, and what shows up in our lives, is simply a reflection of what’s going on internally.

Here are 2 aha moments I’ve had in the last week, that have really helped to open up some new pathways for me. I hope they will serve you too. 

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1) Hearing Wayne Dyer say “There are no justified resentments”

As I lay in bed and listening to yet another of Wayne’s PBS lectures (I’ve been loving them lately) - I had a big moment. As Wayne told the audience, including myself, that there were no justified resentments, I thought of all the people I was still holding anger or judgement towards. Even though I’ve been on a spiritual path for a number of years, and love has been my main goal, I still hold resentments - of course, I am human! But some of them, to me, were justified. “Well I’m bitter towards this person because she’s made it clear she doesn’t accept me or my choices.” - “I’m angry towards this person because I feel I’ve suffered energetic abuse from them.”

Well I have some news for myself - Get Over It. How do you think you are going to be the best lightworker you can be, if you’re still carrying judgment for your fellow brothers and sisters - who are really just trying to do their best?

My heart goes out to all of you who have suffered much worse abuse than I - whether that be physical, sexual, etc - what an intense idea. To forgive and to release resentment towards your abuser. But that is exactly what we are called to do. 

As Wayne says - no body ever died from a snake bite. (What? You may be thinking, read on…) People die from the venom that seeps into their bloodstream AFTER the snake has bitten. 

Ya dig? ;)

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2) Hearing and Feeling Nisha Moodley talk about being with pain

Many of you, like me, are intrinsically drawn to being healers. We want to help, we want to hold, we want to love, we want to nurture, we want to listen, we want to heal. 

This morning, I couldn’t sleep. It was about 5:30am and I had already gone through way too many Ellen videos. I synchronistically was guided to an interview between Nisha Moodley and Elayne Kalila Doughty - two incredible women that are walking the path of the priestess, the path of the Soul.

Nisha spoke of being with her pain. “How can I hold the space for others in their pain, if I can’t be with my own?” Fair point. And then she said something that really got to me. I’m paraphrasing, but still using quote marks. I hope that’s all good :D “If I can’t be with my own pain, then someone who is experiencing deep pain is going to be uncomfortable around me.”

Boom. How’s that for a truth bomb?

As lightworkers, we can have the tendency to sugar-coat things, because we wan’t it to be all good. But what if we learned that even in the dark places - it’s all good?

And so, this morning, in the dark hours, I lay with my pain.

My root chakra was really hurting and I felt so out of sorts, but I breathed into it, and surrendered to it… eventually falling into a sleep where I encountered both Nisha and Elayne in the dream land. Magical stuff this path is. 

I’m not going to pretend that from this point on I’ll ALWAYS choose to be with my pain. Distractions are easy and everywhere. That youtube video. That joint. That thought pattern. Those conversations that don’t really have a point. Oh yeah. I go there. To all of those places. 

But it’s about progress, not perfection. I know that if I can choose to BE WITH my pain a little more frequently, a little more regularly, with a little more surrender, I’ll make great strides. 

Because at this point on my path, I’ve realized that when we can BE WITH something like pain, it dissolves and reveals the greater wisdom beneath. By being with it, and breathing into it, step by step, we are releasing the chains, and opening up to freedom - the freedom of not being scared of our darkness. 

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Aiight my dears, I’ll leave you with that. 

May you have the best day ever, and please feel free to share YOUR a-ha moments from the week!

I’d love to hear them.

xo Beth

Surrender: A Poem

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Today I woke up, too many thoughts in my head.
Chasing something, I know, should come to me instead. 

I headed outside, inspired by surrender. 
Opening my heart, a challenge... I feel so tender. 

'What is the way?' I ask, not knowing where to turn... 
Consulting the earth... there must be something I can learn. 

I know not yet, what this feeling wants to say, 
So in the spirit of showing up, I'll make it my point, today

To listen, to twist, to grow, and to feel, 
Because if anything... this is life - and this shit is real. 
 

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- Beth Katherine

My Top 5 Moments in Bali

Sometimes it can be beautiful to take a moment to reflect - on amazing experiences, lessons learned, and feelings felt. Life seems to happen so quickly, and moments you thought you’d never forget fade like sand slipping through clenched hands. 

I’m OK with moments ending, and time passing - in fact, change is one of my favourite things - but it’s always nice to look back on trips, relationships, and events, and be able to pinpoint some of the most exhilarating moments. 

The Full Moon in Leo rising in Canggu, Bali

As many of you know, I recently spent a month in Bali, first teaching at a retreat, and then, questing on to backpack the island for the next few weeks. It was one of those trips that sort of documents a tangible shift in your life. There’s a certain energy to my life that wasn’t there before I left, and for that I am truly grateful, and kind of in awe.

Bali was so much. It was so full. I had my ups, and my downs. (Of course!) But here are my Top 5 moments from the trip. I hope they inspire you to a) either book a trip somewhere far far away, because it’s amazing and gets you out of your comfort zone - and/or b) reflect on some amazing experiences that you’ve recently had. 

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1. That Time I Saw Dolphins

So I was chilling on a boat, a great boat, that took me from these beautiful little islands back to Bali - and was daydreaming about something I wanted to create in my life. I was feeling all sorts of tender love feelings when the crew started shouting like crazy (and if anyone has met Indonesians you know they do this often, and it is always hilarious) - I turned around wondering what the fuss was about, and then, I saw it. DOLPHINS! Wild dolphins!

There were maybe 60-100 of them, it was hard to tell at the speed we were going at. The whole boat got excited and was shouting at them (super lovingly), and one starting playing along with us and did some pretty impressive jumps out of the water to glide along with us. It was so awesome, and it also was such a great omen about what I was intending to create through that initial visualization. 

2. Seeing Nahko in an Intimate Venue

I adore a musician called Nahko Bear, and his band called Nahko + Medicine for the People. He is one inspirational, conscious dude, whose lyrics are full of soul stirringly good storytelling. 

WELL, on one of my first few nights in Bali, it just so happens he was playing a small venue. The only show he would be playing in Indonesia. Of course, I made sure I went! 

When Nahko got on, he put a spell over me, and the whole audience, I’m sure. I was fortunate enough to grab a spot that was front and center, and I knew it was a rare experience to be able to connect with this artist in such an intimate way.

I can’t really describe this top moment in words. It was more a feeling that you get when you’re witnessing the divine moving through a human. And a human man. I am truly in love with the sacred masculine. And music.

3. Dancing on the Speakers with my Girlfriend

I’m a bit of a dancer. By that I mean - I LOVE TO DANCE. I dance a bit crazy sometimes, and one of my girlfriends who I met down there was really into it. She said - how do you dance like that? 

I told her my secret - “Close your eyes, and repeat to yourself, nobody cares how sexy I am, nobody cares how sexy I am. And just feel the music.”

Well, lots of laughs and a few shots of tequila later, we are dancing all around the island. In particular, at this one place where the dance floor hadn’t quite got started. 

Once people had joined us and there was less floor on the dancefloor, we hopped up on  the speakers, one for each of us, and just went crazy and let loose to the music. Not for show, or for attention, but for the love of music, of friendship, of getting wild, and maybe, just maybe, to inspire others to let go just a little bit more.

 

4. When I met a Soul Friend + Gave an Angel Card Reading at a Bar

I kept seeing this guy around, when I was on Gili Trawangan. He’d be at the cafe I always went to, at my resort, on the street. Finally after I saw him 3 times in one day, I went up and introduced myself. It turns out he was the bar manager of the place I was staying at. (Also, just to mention, yes he was quite sexy :D)

We had a couple conversations that night, and the next day I ended up sitting with him at his bar. It was pretty slow, and early on in the evening. At this point in my journey, I’m kind of writing men off. My experience with a lot of the travellers on that island, especially men, is that they were looking for a good time, and pretty much nothing else. Not depth, and definitely not true connection. (Maybe it was judgmental or closed-hearted, but I was just going through what I needed to at that time)

Despite this, I still had my angel cards with me in hopes that someone I met that night would benefit from them. I pulled them out, and this man got kind of stoked. He said his Grandma was super into Tarot, and he wanted a reading. I thought - ‘Cool!’ let’s do it!! And was expecting maybe a one or three card reading to keep it simple.

After I suggested a short reading he said “No, I want a full Celtic Cross.” - and that was the moment I knew there was a little more to this guy. He knew the name of the most common spread in Tarot, and it’s a long reading - 10 cards. 

During our reading, and conversation, I discover that he’s coming up with a project to give some practical solutions for water filtration in countries that need it, he’s super into Earthships and sustainable living, he’s also super into his spirituality and even recommended a book to me - and even though he’s a bar manager on a party island - he’s sober. He could also identify all 3 crystals in my pocket. :D

Ok... so... Ya. You’re awesome. After that, I had more faith in the people I was meeting. And I hope to see this soul friend again one day. 

(Ps. Sorry ladies, he had a girlfriend, so there’s no juice to report ;D)

5. A Healing Ceremony Between the Masculine + the Feminine

This is a big one. On the last day of the retreat I was attending and teaching at, we had a Cacao Ceremony. This is essentially a sacred ceremony that involves drinking and eating cacao, while connecting over our deepest intentions, and beyond. Ok, and now I’ll shorten that. It’s a magical ceremony that revolves around chocolate :D

Near the end of this ceremony, we were asked to split into sections of the men and women. The women started dancing around the men, and then were asked to connect with each one, in the eyes, and in the heart, and to say “I’m sorry, I love you, please forgive me” - as an act of healing between the divine feminine and the sacred masculine. 

Our retreat family at the Villa Gaia in Ubud Bali, shortly after the ceremony

The men were then asked to do the same for the women. Whatever was going on, whatever the underlying energy on that day -something happened. Most of us were balling. I felt intensely - all of the ways that women have been denied and mistreated by the masculine - and within that, a truly deep desire to forgive them for it. 

I felt the responsibility on the part of the women, that somehow, we were responsible too, for giving our power away. I felt some of the men really get it, genuinely get what the divine feminine had been through.

I also felt the way they had felt belittled by the feminine, made fun of for not being manly enough or good looking enough. 

I felt a lot. Like a lot. And through that ceremony, I had a major release. 

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Many blessings and much love to you on your journeys loves. Thank you for taking the time to read and reflect with me!

xo Beth