For many years, I struggled with manifestation.
Now… I actually manifested some pretty epic experiences and things, but what I mean is, the process of manifestation that’s taught.
Mostly what’s taught is:
~Decide SPECIFICALLY what you want, get very detailed
~Imagine it’s already yours, through visualizing, journaling and affirmation
~Focus on this every single day
~Feel the feelings, affirm it’s here
So…
What I found when I really focused on manifestation like this:
~Yes, it works
But
~It felt off. I felt like I was constantly placing myself in somewhere other than this moment. Like I was constantly focusing on what wasn’t here, and almost dissociating from the present moment, and I didn’t like it.
~It felt very masculine in nature, very goal oriented - and to my divine-feminine-oriented self, that didn’t feel good
~I often felt like I was treading water, trying to keep myself afloat in the vibration I was supposed to be embodying. More positive thoughts! More affirmations! More visualization! More journal work! HUSTLE let’s go let’s manifest.
Not my vibe.
And yet… it’s basically what’s exclusively taught by most spiritual teachers and coaches.
I’d like to offer you an alternative, if you can relate to me…
Along my journey with Mother Father God, the Archangels, and working with the rainbow rays and sacred flames…
I was being mentored in connecting with my I AM Presence. (The I AM Presence is your God-Self)
And I’ve been learning how to manifest through the I AM Presence.
And the funny thing is- it’s not even really about manifesting. It’s just about embodying who I AM.
Here’s an example now of how I’d go ahead to manifest abundance, but not just that, how I spiritually grow and expand, in the present moment.
First I connect with my Higher Self, and let the light of my Higher Self fill every cell of my body. I say “Higher Self and I AM Presence, thank you for merging with me now.”
And then I might declare out loud, with passion:
“I AM the abundance, the abundance I AM” - and focus on the green ray of abundance filling every cell of my body. I say this over and over again with power, FEELING my I AM Presence merging with me.
Or, I might work with the golden flame of resurrection, which resurrects all the Divine Templates of your life, and say:
“I AM the resurrection and the life of wealth energetics.” - over and over, as I fill with golden flames, and focus on how amazing the energy of limitless wealth feels.
I bring all that I AM, into this NOW.
I DON’T leave my body to get lost in a future reality I want to create, and feel dissociated with my body when I come back.
I honour that I AM all I need, I AM all I want, in this NOW.
I am REMEMBERING and EMBODYING, who I AM.
And the shifts my energy field to attract all that is a reflection of my divine I AM.