The sting of Shadow Sisterhood

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She strikes at me

With her knife

Hot with the sting

Of shadow sisterhood

 

I thank her for the initiation

Feeling disgust ripple up

Knowing I must soften

The journey is to find compassion

 

You, who offer me hatred

Become, ironically

One of my biggest teachers

Of forgiveness


Alchemizing the Shadow Masculine into Sacred Masculine

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In my pot of alchemy

Theres lives the shadow masculine

Afraid of him

I've been

 

Yet I stir the pot

With my purple spoon

Of transmutation

And root deep into my love

 

 

And through golden light

Emerges the sacred masculine

The one who I've been longing for

He's so lovely

 

And he's here

In my own being

In my own little pot

Of alchemy


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What if the Darkness was Sacred?

How often do we hear the term "Darkness" being used synonomously with pain, turmoil, or even... evil? But what if, the darkness was the path of the Feminine... and in order to control the population, long ago, the "powers at be" raped us of our feminine connection, so we only valued the light, masculine aspect of ourselves?

Watch this video to radically shift your perspective of the darkness, and come to claim your sovereign, sexy self! In order to be fully embodied, we need to claim both our light AND our dark.

 

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Mary Magdalane + Our Sacred Sexuality...

Who is Mary Magdalene? ... Was she a prostitute, who simply followed Jesus + the Apostles... or perhaps... was she the Tantric lover of Jesus, a High Initiate in the Isis Mystery School Lineage, and a profound Spiritual Teacher in her own right? Watch below to learn more:

 

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Why we should stop comparing ourselves to people on the internet...

...And my thoughts on how Patriarchy + the standard of shiny + glossy --- is still a big player in the Women's Empowerment 'Industry'. Watch to learn more:

 

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On judging my sisters...

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I’m in the South of France right now, and have been calling on Mary Magdalene’s energy a lot. Her energy is strong here, as these are the lands she landed on after fleeing her Middle Eastern homelands, after the death of her Beloved, Jesus.

When I was in the bath the other night, I called on her presence and felt her energy with me. She asked me to open up to my sisters even more, to have less judgement for them, and to go deeper into healing the wounds of separation between us.

For a mili-second, I wanted another message, as I do love receiving guidance that’s, well.. not pointing out things I need to work on. But then I got over it and realized, she was very right, and in that moment I chose to come into my next level of opening.

You see… I’m too harsh with my sisters, I’ll admit it, mostly online. This shows up when I see fellow coaches, I’ll come up with reasons why their work isn’t as authentic as mine, or I’ll point out energy I can feel in their field that isn’t as resonant with love as it could be. 

But guess what. That’s me, and that’s my own insecurities talking. Big time. Underneath the judgement lies that sneaky little fear that says I’m not good enough. And sometimes when other people shine, that part of me feels threatened. That fear likes to come up in a big haughty voice, overcompensating - and declaring she’s ‘better’ than other people, more authentic, more real…. Funny how that works. Believe me I’m cringing a bit as I write this. My truth knows a much different story, but I’m being honest. These are the things that still play out inside of me.

So right here, right now, I declare to step it up. 

I choose to open to my sisters more deeply, and in the last few days, I’ve been catching myself when I veer into judgment. Most of the time, I find I’m in judgement when someone is actually really badass and doing great things. So I’ve been practicing going into the energy of celebrating. Celebrating that sister for what’s she’s putting out there, and her energy. And I can tell you, it feels ALOT better, a lot lighter. When I judge, I create a problem inside of myself.. friction. The moment I veer into celebration instead, that ‘problem’ goes away, and all is well. 

This is the path. I won’t be perfect at this, but everyday I’ll do better. Because the truth is that every woman, and even every man and child, is a badass, amazing soul. And it’s my job to see that. Each and every day. 


How I Opened to Making Money From Spiritually-Based Work

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Money used to be the stickiest part of my life.

For many years, I would constantly walk around with low-grade anxiety around money, which tied into my safety and security. As an entrepreneur, I didn’t have a paycheque, and I mostly just went month to month, winging it, often unsure of where my rent would come from. Sometimes rent would be due in just a couple days, and I didn’t have more than $150 in my bank account. I remember a time where I had to forage for blackberries because I literally didn’t have money for any fresh food. Another time {there were a couple of these…} I felt like I couldn't afford toilet paper, so I used leaves from my backyard. For weeks.

So yes… to say that I didn’t always have a good relationship with money would be an understatement. 

The last time I was using leaves as toilet paper was just a couple of years ago. Today I write this from a medieval home in the South of France, having been traveling through California, Spain, Greece, Egypt, and Israel for the last 4 months. It’s safe to say that now, I can definitely afford toilet paper. 

I had to go through a lot of perspective shifts to get here. And I’m very much STILL going through perspective shifts as I continue to expand into the vibration of abundance, that was mine all along. 

Today I wanted to share 5 key switches I had to make, in order to leave the victim mentality around money, and get into a more high-vibrational state with abundance, which allowed me to create a solid income doing the spiritual work I love. 

 

1. The AHA of Wealth Consciousness

Most of the world is stuck in poverty consciousness. I once had this sort of consciousness explained to me this way - it’s the energy of when you get to a restaurant and look at the menu, your eyes instantly look for the cheapest thing on the menu. Our world has primed us for poverty consciousness. We’ve been raised on it. I’m 27 - so that means when I do wealth consciousness work - that is meditations, affirmations, healings, and journalling around changing my beliefs around money + wealth - I’m counteracting 27 years of negative conditioning around money. My big AHA was that 10 minutes of affirmations a week, was not enough to counteract that amount of conditioning. If I was serious about changing my story, I needed to commit to HOURS a week, of working with the wealth consciousness. 

 

2. Valuing my work

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I used to see what I offered as a luxury that wasn’t all that necessary in a person’s life. Although, if I’m being honest, a part of me still does see it this way - I understand now that the energy of the Divine Feminine that infuses everything I do, is IMPERATIVE for the transformation of our world. The energy of what I offer, is directly related to animals being respected, the earth being taken care of, peace being in people’s hearts, and for union and balance on this planet. In other words - it’s a big fucking deal. When I value my work, other people value it too. When I stand in it’s importance, I can magnetize paying clients to me who also see it’s importance.



3. Identifying key beliefs that were holding me back

This is a part of wealth consciousness. One of the first pesky beliefs I found when I started getting serious about this work, was that “Creative, artsy people don’t make good money. It’s not a real career. Traditional masculine roles like doctors, lawyers, and engineers make money.” I had to do some clearing work around this belief. Now I know that creative, intuitive people like me, can make some serious coin. I’m watching my colleagues make anywhere from 5k - 150k a month. From spiritual work. It’s real, it’s available, money is everywhere. 



4. Releasing the idea that money is wrong, especially when tied to spirituality

This leads me into the next point. How many of you got uncomfortable when I started talking about how much myself and other sisters are making a month for spiritual work? Even I got a bit uncomfortable! This means I have more work to do… When we see money as evil, wrong, or connected to the ego and only the ego, we push it away. But money is simply an aspect of the abundant field of consciousness we all truly live in. It’s our birthright to have more than enough! We are truly abundant beings, and though money for me is never the number one goal at the end of the day, opening up to the truth of my abundance on all levels, certainly is. When I live a good, prosperous life, I resonate in a way that - just through vibration, I can change the world. 



5. Celebrating the abundance I see everywhere

How many leaves are on just ONE tree? How many droplets of rain fall from the sky during ONE storm? WOW! The world is FULL of abundance we can’t even comprehend. As I go around my day appreciating the beauty I see all around me, I’m tapping into that abundant stream of consciousness that is my truth. And as I do that, money is magnetized to me. It just happens. Everyday, I allow myself to feel true wealth in all sorts of ways - the deliciousness of the french toast I just ate, the beauty of hand-crafted artisanal creations from the South of France, the incredible colour of the autumn leaves, etc etc. 

There’s so much more I could share about transforming our old beliefs to new empowering ones around money and abundance. If you’d like to go deeper on this, and receive free training around wealth consciousness - please sign up below for my free series Creating an Abundant Business as a Priestess:

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