Grief swells within me,
And I plunge into it's depths,
Glad for the release,
Surprised by the intensity.
The long forgotten past swirls in my body,
As my tears let go of what no longer is.
A trigger to something deeper,
A moment of solace,
Self-expression at it's most raw.
I allow the feelings,
And I allow myself,
Because I know that to heal,
I need to feel,
To break free,
I need to break open,
To learn,
I need to allow,
And like a butterfly emerging from it's cocoon,
I know that this chaos leads to transformation,
Leads to a beauty so powerful,
It can fly.
A Video That Moved Me To Tears...
I woke up today feeling a bit funky.
My root chakra was hurting (and still is), and admittedly, it took me a while to get out of bed ~ I was just not feeling the motivation to greet the day.
But as you would have it, Spirit responded, and intuitively guided me to a speech of Gabby Bernstein's that I'd never seen before. While watching this hour long talk of hers at Wanderlust Squaw Valley last year, I was moved to tears.
Gabby is an incredible teacher, hands down. In this lecture, she shares emotional moments of her journey, and really gets vulnerable. I just couldn't not share this video with you, because it really reminded me of the light today.
Yes I can feel funky, and yes I will. (The teachings of the Dark Goddess remind us that, that is totally OK and part of the process) But the Light is our source, and that's where we always want to return to. That's where we always will return to.
This video reminded me of how much Spirit loves me, and how great the work we are here to do is. I ask that you take an hour out of your day today to watch it, and connect with the wisdom that comes through this fierce woman.
I'm so excited to see her speak for my first time live, this Monday in Victoria, BC. If you're on the coast, I invite you to join me ~ she's also speaking in Vancouver. Get details here.
Lots of love to you all! May you be well,
xo Beth
I walk between worlds
The land of dreams
And this earthy plane
Are one and the same
One and the same, to me
I walk between worlds
And I see things
But when I tell of them
No one understands
They call me crazy, they call me wild
I just duck my head, and accept
That not this day, not this minute
Not right now
Not right now
But eventually, they will see too
They will know
They will open
I know I must be patient
Even as my heart breaks
I must be patient
I must
The land of dreams
And this earthy plane
Are one and the same
One and the same to me
They show me things
I wish I could tell you
But you won’t listen
One day you will
I’ll wait.
I’ll wait for you.
Full Moon in Gemini Meditation
Happy Full Moon in Gemini!
I adore full moons and I super adore connecting with their energy to receive insight, guidance, and healing. If this is new to you (or if it's not and you simply love to connect like I do) - then please watch this video to learn more about this time, and meditate with me.
We'll connect with Archangel Michael + Archangel Haniel + more...
Much love my unicorns!!
xo Beth
Mermaid Reflections
The sea loves you.
xo Beth
{Pinspiration} Faerie + Witch Magic
Some pinspiration for your day... :)
The themes, in this, for me are:
Dark Goddess
Magic
Kali
Inner Power
Self-Love
You can click on each picture for the full image. Enjoy!
Ps. Thanks to all the artists, you are all incredible!
Love love!
xo Beth
Feel Like You're Not Really Human? Me Too...
Neptune went direct today. Neptune is the planet of the ethereal. For our human minds, Neptune can influence in foggy, cloudy, or confusing ways, because we need to be fairly out of touch with density in order to flow with it. Neptune is the planet of dreams, of the unconscious, of the other realms.
When a planet goes direct, it means it’s coming out of retrograde. Most of us are familiar with Mercury retrograde. Well, every planet retrogrades (meaning it appears to be going backwards in the sky, bringing up old memories, issues, or subconscious things to be addressed) - and Neptune is no exception.
When a planet comes out of retrograde, and goes direct, there is extra energy being given to the realms that that planet oversees.
As I mentioned above, Neptune is the dreamy planet, and it’s got extra energy around it now.
When planetary changes happen, I love to pay attention. I pay attention to my dreams, to what’s going on that day, to the moods of others, to global events. You can learn a lot this way. For instance, the Paris + Beirut + Kenya attacks all transpired during the week of the New Moon in Scorpio. Scorpio is about power, raw, primal energy, that can have a sting. When directed with consciousness, Scorpio is pure, feminine, sensual, deliciously dark magic. When directed with fear, Scorpio can create a lot of trauma. We saw that last week.
But for today, I want you to focus on Neptune. I want you to focus on your dreams. And I want to get you to understand just how affected by planetary cycles we are, if you truly pay attention.
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This morning, I was dreaming. I was in some sort of ship, but this ship was not on top of the ocean, but in it. At least 30-40m below the sea level, me and my boat mates looked up to see turquoise deliciousness. Sunlight penetrated the water from above, and I was mesmerized.
A feeling of joy came from my belly, and an old friend sat next to me, not looking up at the water, but into my eyes. “Your eyes!” he exclaimed, “So beautiful!” I didn’t know what he meant of course, as I couldn’t see my eyes. I imagined they must have been full of turquoise shimmer, as what I was witnessing above was pure bliss.
Pictured: Hannah Mermaid
Eventually I had to look away and move around the ship. “I need more oxygen!” I told the crew. I could feel the oxygen levels dropping and felt we were somehow in danger. In my quest for oxygen, I ended up above the ocean level, and to my dismay, never returned to the oceanic depths that captivated my soul.
Waking up, I felt sad. My belly, which had been feeling the throws of ecstasy, was now feeling deflated.
Waking up in the human world. Same house. Same books. Same legs. I would not be mermaiding today. I would not be surrounded by turquoise water today. The greyness of the day, and the rustling of tree branches reminded me of that.
“I don’t feel like being human today.” I grumbled aloud to myself, and rolled over, covering myself with a fuzzy brown blanket.
Eventually I pulled myself out of bed. I put on a fluffy turquoise skirt, and sat down to write thisblog post. Because I know why I had that dream. I know what Neptune is reminding me of.
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Do you ever feel out of place being human?
I’ve had that feeling, on and off, for my whole life. And only since I “woke up” would I be able to tell you why. I’m a new human. As are many of you. In fact, I’m not really human, in terms of my soul DNA. I come from the sea. I’ve lived many lives as whales. I’ve been a mermaid. The sea is my home. I came through it via portals in the deep ocean. I believe I came from Sirius, the blue star. I believe the entire ocean came from Sirius. And since all life sprang from the ocean, I believe we are all deeply connected to this blue star, to this blue energy.
I didn’t remember any of this before waking up. And yes if I read this about 7 years ago, I would have in fact deemed the writer (in this case, me) - crazy.
But here I am. Unapologetic about what I know now. Truth, my friends, is truly stranger than fiction.
I’ve had many dreams where I swim among the whales, where I am a whale, where I am a mermaid. The whales communicate with me, and tell me things.
Pictured: Hannah Mermaid shot by Bob Armstrong
I believe our souls have many incarnations, but that we have a “home base” sort of energy. We incarnate many times as a whale, for example, and in this way, our soul’s “DNA” rings with this energy. We have whale energy. We incarnate as a human, but since we’ve lived many many many lives as a whale, or near the whales, and so few as human, we still resonate deeply with what our “home base” is. We long for our home base our whole human lives, but many don’t realize what this longing is for. We cover it up with drugs, or relationships, or shopping, or food addictions.
It’s really important to get to the root of this longing. What we long for. Where we are from. Because that longing leads us to our purpose. Before we go back, we have a mission to accomplish.
My purpose is to help the animals and beings of the ocean to thrive once again. The ocean is so polluted at present times. It is now dangerous for whales, dolphins, and other beings to swim around. Boat sonar, whaling ships, commercial fishing nets that kill everything they catch, ocean bottom trawlers that look for shrimp but completely wipe out the ocean’s floor (much like deforestation on our level) - it needs help.
I remember coming here to help. I knew I could do more on land, with a human voice, than I could where I was.
Humans don’t tend to communicate with other beings, these days. They used to. Those days have passed. There are very few who recognize that the sentient beings of the ocean have the potential not just to receive your messages, but to respond in kind.
And so, this morning I dreamed. Neptune brought me to places that humans have a hard time understanding, or coping with. But Neptune reminded me of why I am here. It opened up my longing in a deeper way. It reminded me that I have great work to do, while I’m here. My happiness in this life is directly correlated to how I am helping the ocean and the creatures of the sea.
Currently, I am working on the levels of human consciousness. I realized years ago that the best way to help Gaia was to go the root of her ailment - human consciousness. Awakened beings don’t destroy the planet they live on. Unconscious ones do, apparently.
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I write this to you, my dear friends, in hopes to awaken you, to your own soul’s DNA. Your blueprint. Why you are here.
Lightworkers are the ones who read my ‘work’. And so, you, like me, are here with a strong purpose. Your happiness, like mine, depends on you honouring your reason for coming here.
And with Neptune going direct, your dreams, your thoughts, and your daydreams, will have potent clues to unravel your soul’s DNA.
I pray you remember why you came. And if you have, I give you all the energy and love you need on your mission. For at our core, yours and mine are one and the same. We are here to spread the love, be the change, and spark a revolution.
In love and light,
xo Beth
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A New Moon in Scorpio Meditation
It's the New Moon in Scorpio today, and I wanted to give you a meditation that will help you to connect more with this time.
I know many of us look online and are aware that it's the New Moon, and maybe we've read a little bit about it, on places like Mystic Mamma.
Reading is great, but the best way to really benefit from these potent lunar events, is to slow down and connect with them ourselves. Direct connection through meditation is what it's about. That's how we're going to be able to receive the guidance and energy that's coming through at this time. By being in our receptive energy.
Press play for the 10 minute New Moon in Scorpio Guided Meditation:
Much love and many blessings sisters!