No more: "Where is he?"
Just,
"I AM Here!"
Standing in that power.
Being whole and complete.
Receiving from the earth and sky.
No longer asking why.
Just saying, "Thank you"
And letting it be.
That's what it feels like, to be free.
Everyday is an opportunity, to stand in that.
To let go of the "not enoughs"
Why do we go for less than what we really want? Why do we say "yes" to being in that relationship that doesn't send us to the moon and back? Why do we keep calling that person that makes us feel judged? Why do we stay in relationships that are stale? Why do we go for less than what we deserve?
... I feel like... we are scared of the burning outrageously powerful opening of desire. Our desire, when we really let it out, is a wild feral animal. It only has one focus. It can throw our whole lives into a tizzy, if we don't ground it in something rooted.
Yet at the end of the day, it's not even the power of desire that keeps us held back.
It's the notion that our desire is unattainable.
What if that fucking unreal guy/girl DOESN'T want us? What if that friend we adore gets annoyed with our affections? What if we fuck up on our intentions, and end up in the same patterns? What if we get rejected? My goodness.. WHAT IF WE FAIL?
Honour the fire. Honour the burning.
Desire is healthy.
Let it ravage you.
Let it run wild.
Im feeling pretty raw right now, and I'm going back on forth on whether I just need to meditate and go for a walk, or write, but deep down I know writing is going to be cathartic, and this post... at the very least it will serve me, but likely it will serve many of you who read it + who relate to the depth of feeling coming up for me right now.
After e-mailing one of my dear soul brothers (whom I haven't spoken to in months) --- he showed up in my dreamtime, along with his little family.
We were at some sort of convention or gathering that hundreds of people were attending, and I found Dave with his baby daughter I have yet to meet, and his beautiful partner. I knew I loved this child deeply from the moment she entered this world, and as I was not lucid in this dream, I truly believed I was wrapping my arms around her for the first time. As I held this little baby, deep tears, from a very deep place, welled up within me and poured out.
It was so good to see my beautiful soul friend and his baby, and as I explored the convention, I found more of my soul friends, all from my community in Calgary. I left a few years ago after a breakup + so I could be with the ocean, and live more deeply in nature.
As I saw them one by one, I felt happy, excited, and at peace. I felt deep emotions. And as dinner was being served at this convention, I went to sit down and get my plate... but I couldn't find my seat. All the seats were taken, and then, as I looked for all the beings whom I loved... I realized... I couldn't find any of them. They had disappeared. I knew they weren't there anymore.
I woke up crying, and opened my eyes to my bright yellow room, and a cloudy day. I was back.
I knew of course, why I had this dream. (Well I think I do anyway...)
To let go of some of the grief of not being present in my soul family's day-to-day lives. To let go of grief. To open that much further. And to become reminded of just how important it is to reach out.
We go through this life meeting friends, acquaintances, co-workers, and yet... there are a handful of people who transport us to another place, another state of being, just by being around them.
The truth of my experiences with these soul connections so far is... some of them honour and embrace you. And you grow deep friendships rooted in a lifetime of love for each other.
Because they can't handle that you are a girl, and they are a guy, and they have a girlfriend, and they're not sure what it means to have a connection so deep with another. As I searched for more examples... I realized that this is the only time I've had true + deep soul friends not show up for the friendship... When they are in a male body + they've been so conditioned by culture + society to believe that it is wrong to have emotions for any other female that is not their romantic partner.
I am so thankful for my soul friends. The really intense ones... there's only a handful that I've met so far, but them just being on this earth with me makes me feel more at ease.
They help me to know that I'm not crazy for believing and feeling into other worlds. That the kind of other-world experiences I feel subconsciously truly do exist, because here they are, in front of me, their eyes + hearts opening deep portals to spaces and times I can't see, but I feel. They connect me to the Universe in a bigger way.
I messaged a new soul friend that has come into my life and made it clear I want to connect with him.
I'm about to finish a painting I'm creating for another soul friend that has recently entered my life, just to give him some of the magic, I see him giving everyone else.
Basically... I'm reaching out. That is so important.
Go past your comfort zone and get straight. Be real. In all likelihood, they feel it too, and maybe just don't know how to express it. Those soul connections will make up the fabric of your life. They will be the people you raise your babies with, or the people you see once a year, but whom are with you in your heart everyday. They will be your supporters, your lovers, and the ones who you can think of when someone is not being very nice to you. You'll be reminded that you are truly loved, wherever you are.
Please don't be afraid to jump in, and connect.
In my experience, some of them need time, they get scared, they shut down. But even those ones, they still circle my field. They're still present in some way, because they feel it too. And I feel it is truly a matter of time with those ones, that the walls get broken down, and they too, will enter that space of my truly cherished ones.
We are all equal. We can love anybody and everybody.
But we also have very specific connections for reasons still unknown to us.
So let this be a HOLLA to our soul families, our micro ones, our macro ones, the human family, and may we all one day, open up to the power of connection, emotion, and energy, that runs through us as souls.
Hey ladies!
Happy Full Moon! This Full Moon is in Leo + is loaded with power, due to the naturally potent essence of Leo, coupled with occurring in the last few days of Mercury Retrograde.
In this video, I explain a little bit more about this time, and then lead you in a guided meditation, so you can connect in and receive guidance at this time :)
Lots of love!
I'm really excited to give you this
...because Archangel Jophiel ~ the Goddess-like angel of beauty + beautiful perceptions ~ is so magical, and so devoted to your healing.
Please PRESS PLAY on the video BELOW to listen to a free guided meditation with Archangel Jophiel + have your own experience:
If you're digging this and want to connect + receive complimentary angel coaching, please join my private Facebook group, Angel Coaching with Beth Katherine.
Here are some ways we can connect more deeply…
🐬 Download 3 free Dolphin Rose guided meditations, that I’ve created for you!
In these journeys, we’ll meditate with the dolphins and angels! First, you’ll activate your Pleiadian and Sirian starseed DNA, with the dolphins. Then, you’ll receive a healing from the Divine Feminine Archangels. And in the 3rd meditation, you’ll receive a powerful activation from the Blue Ray and Archangel Michael!
🐬 Join our Facebook group ~ The Dolphin Rose Temple!
🐬 Follow me on Instagram! @the.dolphin.rose.temple
Archangel Michael is the angel I work with most closely, and I can personally attest to his ability to not only heal and give you clarity, but to also re-work things in the physical world ~~~ so that life is easier for you.
Angels always respect our free-will choice however, and so, you really do need to invite him into your life to fully receive those healing powers!
Also a great meditation to practice, even if you already work with him. :)
I’m having such a Capricorn day right now… painting some trimming and doors in my house, re-potting plants, and getting organized ~ Capricorn is all about those one-step-at-a-time moves that help to ground us + build a strong foundation!
What a beautiful way to ring in the New Year. This moon will affect us all differently though, which is why it is so fabulous to meditate and connect in, so you can receive guidance that is PERSONALLY right for you!
So… you know it! I have a meditation video for you. In it, we’ll:
If you want to join the Angel Meditation Challenge I talk about in the video, click here!
Lots of love!
Hey love!
How are you today? It’s a frosty morning here in Tofino + I’m writing this to you from the cozy sanctuary of my bed! (Lots of pillows are involved)
I wanted to share a video I recorded yesterday that I feel will be REALLY helpful for you.
(By healing business I mean your work as a teacher, coach, artist, wellness warrior, poet, herbalist, etc.)
...Now, I know how frustrating it can be to try and grow your own business, especially when it’s in the field of spirituality and wellness. You’re so devoted to being authentic and aligned, that sometimes, marketing and getting yourself out there may seem daunting. You want it all to happen naturally.
I GET IT! But the truth is, we also need to be putting ourselves out there in order to thrive, and actually make money doing what we’re doing! (After all, we want this for our career, don’t we ladies! We want to succeed doing what we love, what we’re MEANT for!)
SO I have a MAJA paradigm shift I had last year to share with you all. In this video, I talk about:
An AHA moment I had that has helped me create a sustainable business that feels great
How important it is to show up consistently, in the online marketplace
How to grow your business organically, even if you don’t know much at all about growing businesses
I share this with you because almost every single one of my clients desires to be a full-time healer/teacher/coach/wellness warrior one day.
It’s much easier than you might think to create a career for yourselves around this. If this is a calling you have, be sure to watch the video!
Have an amazing week my loves,
You’re so great, and you got this! I really and truly hope you do make a POINT to launch your gifts out into the world this year. We need your sass, and your light!!
