Time for greater authenticity in friendships...

Time for greater authenticity in friendships. 
Especially with females. 
I understand we have sisterhood wounding. 
And sometimes it's hard to get past. 
But I no longer have space for fake friends.

Yes, I can feel you when you judge me. 
Or flip flop between wanting to tear me down + cheer for me. 
I can feel when your intentions for me are not the best. 
And I notice when you say you'll be there for me, 
But when it comes down to it, 
You aren't.

I don't care if you talk about spirituality, 
Or if your work is supporting women. 
I can read through the lines, 
Feel through your words.

I'm done pretending I cant, 
And I'm done making excuses for you.

I can have compassion, because I know it can be hard to let down our walls sometimes. 
But I will have to let you tear those walls down from afar. 
And ask you to call me when you've processed.

Because I'm coming into a space where I am clear about what I'm worth,
And how I deserve to be treated.

There is a difference between seeing someone as my mirror, 
Honouring my own shit,
And receiving triggers as medicine,

And ...

Letting someone in my field, 
Who is not actually supporting me, 
But pretending they are.

Thank you to my friends who unconditionally love and support me,  
And are honest with me about where you're at. 
Thank fully, there are quite a few of you, 
And I'm grateful.

I am learning, growing, changing, 
Once happy to let anyone in my field, 
Now, letting nature and my intuition tell me who is good for me, 
And who to let go of.

All this, said in loving boundaries, 
From someone who used to have 0.

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Jailbreak into my dreams...

Announce yourself unexpectedly

In my sleeping hours

For the thousandth time

Literally

I’ll push you away

As you do with me

But we both know

That will never work

Cosmic roots run too deep

But so does prejudice

And fear

In this earthly life

Whatever the lesson

The way to complete freedom

Show me

I surrender

Take me there Spirit

I am your willing participant

Unshackle the chains of attachment

Help me to plunge

Into the river of clarity

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And there you are in my newsfeed, with your sexy smile...

Oh and there you are in my newsfeed
Popping up with your sexy smile
Even though we are friends
I was interested in more
And you politely declined

And there I witness that part of me
That yearns for validation
Oh if you liked me
Then I would be sexy too

And so we do this
For I know I’m not alone
Searching the world for people
To validate our self-worth

Temporary highs, we gain
And yet, inevitably
If I adhere to the old way
Of validation from the outside

When they don’t like me
Or I say something “wrong”
I come crashing down

But everytime I crash
I grow stronger and smarter
For I dont like that feeling at all

Here I am, in all my glory, whole
Like you, like us all, 
And I can no longer afford,

To wiggle my way into your graces
That are so temporary
That are so… unsatisfying

I’m amazing
Not because you say I am
Or don’t
Not because I’m better than
Or less

But because I’m a child of the Universe
With stars running through my veins
And a beating cosmic heart lives inside of me
A testament
To the unconditional love

That I am

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Alchemizing the Shadow Masculine into Sacred Masculine

In my pot of alchemy

Theres lives the shadow masculine

Afraid of him

I've been

Yet I stir the pot

With my purple spoon

Of transmutation

And root deep into my love

And through golden light

Emerges the sacred masculine

The one who I've been longing for

He's so lovely

And he's here

In my own being

In my own little pot

Of alchemy

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The King Lives Within

And there it is

The part of me

That can feel your lips

On mine

Tantalizing me

Of a future

I cannot yet see

But there in that moment

I have a choice

To put my energy outward

And search in longing

Or to call upon my warrior within

Proud brave and true

He lives inside me

Just like you

I call upon him to merge

With my feminine essence

Knowing I am male and female

And as I bring him in

Call him out

He teaches me

I don't need you

I want you

But I don't need you

There is a difference

Oh my dear

There is

A big

Difference

And so I will play

Getting to know the man within

For he'll always be with me

He is my true King

He embodies all

All the masculinity there is

And you

Are a function

Of Him

Not to diminish you

For your light is true

But to claim you as King

Would not be real

For the King and the Queen

Already live

Happily in my heart

It is I who must feed them

And make sure

They're never apart

The water is turquoise and perfect. ~ His amber eyes are full of presence

You know those moments
Where everything just falls into place

The water is turquoise and perfect
His amber eyes are full of presence
The sun hits my skin just right
And it feels a little
Like heaven

And yet
You know it's fleeting
Life will continue to flow
This way and that
And the moment slips through our fingers
Never meant to last
Because life
Does not work like that

I decided
Today
I would not worry
or fret
About what was
Or what is to be

But I would let myself understand
That it is me
That makes life
Happy

I am the center
Of all I live
And in every moment
I choose to see
Divine perfection

Deciding not to long for days past
But to embrace the tides

Years ago
I would have been content
To dwell
In longing

But I'm changed now
I know too much
Life is too good
To waste
Longing for
What was

Let's open to the flow
It's only natural for things to go
But this moment offers everything
Just as it always has

Just as it always will

Healing the Wounds of Sisterhood - Free Ceremony & Guided Meditation

Through our wounds and our past betrayals, we still deeply yearn for the support and intimacy of Sisters in our lives. Yet if we allow past hurts to dictate our present, we might end up shutting down, closing our hearts, and leading with distrust... rather than with an open heart. Join us in this ceremony below to learn how we can open ourselves more deeply to the truth of Sisterhood + change our stories so we can open again to love, support, and trust!

Once you've finished the ceremony, there is a guided meditation below you can download and practice to bring this healing & openness into every day of your life!

 

Practice the Guided Meditation Below:

...To bring this practice of forgiveness and opening to Sisterhood, into your daily life! Hit the "Download" link on the right hand side to add this meditation to your music library.

Healing the Sting of the Shadow Feminine {Free Ceremony}

We've all felt it.

The sting of the shadow feminine.

Whether that was growing up and sensing gossiping voices talking about you, making you feel less than, or not lovable... Or whether you feel that today while you're on Social Media and you compare yourself to other women, labeling them as either "better than" or "worse than" you... I think as women, we all know what the wounds of Sisterhood feel like.

But here's the thing. Sisterhood, when it's in its truth, is so Divine - it's incredible. The feeling of love and support we feel from powerful and courageous women holding us can feel like a safe harbour, where anything is possible. A warm snuggly spot that both nurtures us, AND pushes us to grow into the beings we truly are.

But how do we get to this place?

I've seen alot about the virtues of Sisterhood online, and in the "spiritual community", so to speak.

And I love it, I love that Sisterhood is rising.

But what isn't talked about very much is our shadow, and our wounding, when it comes to Sisterhood.

In order to truly heal, and feel the very real benefits of sisterhood, we need to look at these wounds directly, and bring healing energy to them. These wounds have been in our collective psyches for thousands of years.

As second-class citizens, women have had to fight for resources, husbands, and more, sometimes just for their very survival. This has totally affected how we relate to one another.

It's time we heal, and I think we all feel it, to a certain extent.  But how, how to heal?

Well.. first off, healing the wounds of sisterhood is a journey. It won't happen overnight.

But as we each individually do the inner work necessary to find our self-worth + inner sister, MIRACLES happen.

Our vibration and embodiment of this healing ripples out energetically. We are able to support other women in ways we could not have before, and we are also able to let women in and be vulnerable as we heal our fears around intimacy.

This sets an example for the other women in our lives, and sparks a healing journey within them too!

And so, I wanted to offer a ceremony that we can all join in, to start to deeply heal the wounds of sisterhood.

This ceremony will be roughly an hour long, held on video, on Monday, May 8th at 3pm PST*. It will be live, and you'll be able to ask questions in real time, while communicating with fellow participants in the chat box, if you do make it live. {If you can't make it live, there will be a replay sent to you -- Sign up below}

We'll be working with Aphrodite and the spirit of the Dolphin to guide us in this deep exploration and healing.

Together we will discuss how the wounds of sisterhood affect us all, and we'll create a ritual around healing & dissolving these wounds together.

The result will be that you'll feel more connected to your sisters AND yourself, than perhaps ever before. You'll be able to lay down the weapons, and be more aware that all of us are just doing the best we can. You'll be less tempted to judge, and more open to love.

And this will spark a worldwide movement, that is already well underway!

XO BETH